You can't hide, how much you run away from it. It does return back and boomerang.
When you think there is no road..just walk on and create your own path. You will find that others will use it to look for you and before you know it..work is all around.
Plus, don't lose hope. Its a pity if you work hard but don't sustain. When you don't sustain, the others are just waiting to get it from you :)